NOT OVER YET

This is not the end of the story,
there still another character waitin' at the back stage,
whom always be ready for the perform,
whom still waitin' for the call,
it's just not the right moment, right.
Though I knew it has made me curious,
to see who the artist is,
how the act,
the performance,
and how will the ending be.
This may have made me bored,
but still, an up-coming satisfaction would have provided end.

Purnama Msh Brsedih dan Mnangis

Sudah brpa lama aq ingn mliat cahyamu kmbali brsinar?
Namun kau msh ttap brsedih?
Sudah brp kali aq mliatmu menangis?
Dan mlam ni aq msh sj bsah oleh tangismu!
Sudah sjak lama aq ingin mlihatmu trsnyum!
Malam ni pun q lewati dg mnatap wajahmu yg sembab?
Sudah brp prtnyaan q ajukan?
Namun tak pula ringangkn bebanmu!
Dan tak satupun jwaban yg trlontar dr bibir mungil itu!
Sudah brp lma aq ingn mnghburmu?
Namun tak pula brhasl membuatmu trsnyum sdikitpun!
Bahkan mlam ni stelah tangisanmu trpecah bbrapa kalh,
dan sdihmu pun tak kunjung reda?
Aq hmpir tak mampu mlihat wjahmu malam ini, mski auramu ttap hadir d mlam2 yg tak trgnti ni.

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Sidoarjo Kelabu

Aku Sudah Kalah

Aku sudah kalah,
terguncang dan trbelah arah,
aku bnar-bnar tlah hilang arah,
aku tak sanggup lg tmukan kisah,
kisah yg tlah trukir bgitu indah,
aku sudah musnah,
musnah dan pasrah dg gairah yg trpapah,
tak sanggup lg ku cium asa sprti biasa,
tak kurasa lg asa itu ada d dada,
dan tlah tiba pd titik hina yg ku puja,
tlah hilang puing- puing bahtera yg ku damba,
kan ku buang sisa-sisa rasa bhagia,
kan ku ganti smua dg derita yg bgitu nyata,
tak sanggup lg ku bawa beban di jiwa,
seakan sgalanya sia-sia,
ter-asing dr Hawa yg nyata,
trgoda oleh buaian-buaian dusta,
merasuk kdalam serpihan-serpihan bencana,
Aku payah tak kuasa!
Dan Aku kalah tak ber-asa.

pechandu in dark side
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Sidoarjo

I don't need it all

I don't need my eyes
if they can watch over you,
i don't need my hands
if they can tightly hold you,
i don't need my ears
if they can always hear you,
i don't need my mouth
if they can wisely told you,
i don't need my mind
if they would like to think of you,
i don't need my heart
if they can really love you,
and i don't need my life
if they always ready to save you,
even i know i can't do it all for you,
but i really want to

Sidoarjo, 2812102250
pechandu in the dark side